My heart is breaking. What's happening? I dun wanna lose my baby boy. I feel so afraid, and insecure. Please?
I really need to let go of daryl completely, and to do so, i need to let go of his promises. HAISH. And i will. From right now, i'm throwing him out of my life. Or else, it'll never be fair to edwin because i love him.. Like babyboy always says, the past is the past, we should care about the future.
I'm gonna live my life right again. Thankyou BABYBOY! <33
Monday, August 30, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Dhhe Nine! (:
Just printed my art prelims pictures. Alittle small though. Humph. Anyways, still need to draw, so maybe i'll just draw bigger barhs.
Currently online with edwin baobeii.. Someone needs to study really hard soon. I'll only get to see him this saturday fer about 4hours lorr. Haish. Sibei she bu de sia. Humph. But i qort to be understanding and give him the support he needs. Since i chose to love him, dhen i'll have to finish the whole job.(:
He promised to come look fer me right after his last paper though. So i'll just wait lorr. By dhen, just nice would be my one week school break. So we cann go out.(:
Haish. My back's aching rather badly today. Wonder why seh.. Lawls. I sort of miss dance class these days. Dunno why but i just do. Just wanna dance whad my hearts desires.. Dun need instuctor or teacher to guide, just follow the flow of the song. Haish. Sort of regret starting counselling. Dunno lehx, i just feel so turned off recently by it. No point avoiding, i know.. but.. haish.
Anyways, tomorrow is english paper 2. Starts at 2.30pm, so need wake up by 1pm to shower.(: Shall skip lunch dhen. Hahaha.
I miss Deardear alot seh. Can't stop thinking of him. Everywhere i go, everything i do, i'm thinking of him. This afternoon wasn't so good. Baby boy went missing lorr. Message him never reply de.. Make me wanna cry only lorr. Kns. Hahaha. 4th day only, start to bully me le. Damn fast lorr. Heehees. Love my little baby boy loads.:D
Gonna stop here people. Take Cares~
LittleMissAlicia.
Currently online with edwin baobeii.. Someone needs to study really hard soon. I'll only get to see him this saturday fer about 4hours lorr. Haish. Sibei she bu de sia. Humph. But i qort to be understanding and give him the support he needs. Since i chose to love him, dhen i'll have to finish the whole job.(:
He promised to come look fer me right after his last paper though. So i'll just wait lorr. By dhen, just nice would be my one week school break. So we cann go out.(:
Haish. My back's aching rather badly today. Wonder why seh.. Lawls. I sort of miss dance class these days. Dunno why but i just do. Just wanna dance whad my hearts desires.. Dun need instuctor or teacher to guide, just follow the flow of the song. Haish. Sort of regret starting counselling. Dunno lehx, i just feel so turned off recently by it. No point avoiding, i know.. but.. haish.
Anyways, tomorrow is english paper 2. Starts at 2.30pm, so need wake up by 1pm to shower.(: Shall skip lunch dhen. Hahaha.
I miss Deardear alot seh. Can't stop thinking of him. Everywhere i go, everything i do, i'm thinking of him. This afternoon wasn't so good. Baby boy went missing lorr. Message him never reply de.. Make me wanna cry only lorr. Kns. Hahaha. 4th day only, start to bully me le. Damn fast lorr. Heehees. Love my little baby boy loads.:D
Gonna stop here people. Take Cares~
LittleMissAlicia.
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Eiight!
23rd August~ a new chapter is beginning fer me and Edwin.
Worked on 13,14,15,20,21 and 22 august at expo. Total pay should be $220 de, but i'm getting $250 instead. so shiok lorr. :D HAHAHA.
I REALLY ADORE EDWIN! He's like the cutest boyfren i ever had. HAHAHA. I so so can just be who i am when i'm with him. No pressure or what so ever. LAWLS. Hope that he'll treat me right and well, AND wholeheartedly. :D
Currently having my prelims this week and next. Recently started seeing a private proper counsellor. Dunno if it's working and helping nort. SIBEI SIANX SIA. ):
Missing My Edwin Deardear. :/
Love,
Cheryl Alicia Chua.
Worked on 13,14,15,20,21 and 22 august at expo. Total pay should be $220 de, but i'm getting $250 instead. so shiok lorr. :D HAHAHA.
I REALLY ADORE EDWIN! He's like the cutest boyfren i ever had. HAHAHA. I so so can just be who i am when i'm with him. No pressure or what so ever. LAWLS. Hope that he'll treat me right and well, AND wholeheartedly. :D
Currently having my prelims this week and next. Recently started seeing a private proper counsellor. Dunno if it's working and helping nort. SIBEI SIANX SIA. ):
Missing My Edwin Deardear. :/
Love,
Cheryl Alicia Chua.
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