Here comes dhe 12th..

Edwin's saying that he doesn't want a relationship so today's the day, 8 sept 2010, i'm starting to let him go. I'm merely granting him what he wants. Humph. Just hope it works out fer him.. I really need a good fuck right now. Argh. He's nortt my guy doesn't mean that we can't hang out together and have fun, it just means no commitment. Haish. I'm just really trying to be positive.. I can't step into the darkness again. It's too painful.

Art O level coursework is due next friday, so I need to stop slacking and have to start chiong already. But I really sibei no mood sia. Argh.

I really dunno what's gonna happen to me now mann, all I know is that I can't break down. I feel so numb.. Humph.

LittleMissAlicia.

Muaii Eleventhh! (:

Baby's talking to me again.. Since 2days ago, On tuesday.. Everything's fine. (: And he says this will never happen again. So all's good now I guess. (:

But I was wrong. Humph. I was being bombed yesterday night. Ohmygosh, baby wanted a breakup. I ain't too sure what's going on too mann. It's our 10th day together and you're leaving?! With all that i've done so far, how could I let him walk away from me? :/

Baby did mention that I was an annoyance sometimes, thinking about it last night made me realised that I should give him more personal space.. I was in the wrong. Sorry babyboy.

Apparently, we sort of have a timeout till monday after his paper. I really really hope that everything's gonna be fine again fer the both of us.

I haven been this happy fer a long time. And I haven been myself fer a even longer time. And all this is because of my baby, edwin.. I love him. I know I do, because i'm doing everything I can to support him and to be only his to have. I want my babyboy to stay.. Please dun let me fall down hard again..