Second Post On The Same Day.

Im back home since about 9pm. With the nort so good start i had this morning with my boyfriend who refused to wake up, the day didn't really improve either. After i pretty wasted and fruitless morning, (except fer this new blog).. i was already pretty sianx. So yeah. We went fer mass and stuff as per usual. But today i confessed to Ben, my godpa about a secret between me and my guy which i have been keeping from him fer the past year.

Although my heart feels lighter after telling, i feel hurt too. Thats because i know i disappointed Ben. It's nort that i dun wan to, it't just that it's really hard to. Moreover, im afraid mann. Truly am.

My guy dhen had to go fer a meeting in church and it was pouring heavily. I waited fer 2hrs fer him. Thankfully though, i had Nicole to chat with fer the first hr. The thing im mad about here is that, his meeting ended and he didn't text me to let me know. I was still waiting like a fool. I only found out when Elaine walked passed and told me. It's just irritating when such things happen. Haish. So i was hungry, cold and tired from the stuff that happened earlier and as the rain started stopping, he didn't ask me like where i wanna go or discuss with me or something.. when i asked him, he said to head home. I mean.. come on lurhs. Im hungry and we were at your place earlier on.. so we're going back dere again? Like Whad The Heck?!?

So yeah. But after that we were fine. We had dinner and we played pool. But my heart wasn't in the game. It was in my thoughts. Hmmm.. So it wasn't a good game i guess. And right now, this boyfriend of mine, is asleep again. Haish. But yet, who can i blame fer falling asleep? It's a human thing thing that happens. Humph. Im so used to him.

Well, im going watch the rest of Transformers now before hitting the sack. And maybe, hopefully, my guy wakes up or something because i know i do miss him and i wanna hear his voice. And to the rest of you out there, have a early night yeah? Sweet dreams and God bless you all. :D